I want to live.

For the first time in a long time.

Thank you, God.

I only have a few minutes to write (headin' up to see the Bay Area doc!) but I thought it important to post this.

I want to live.

I really do.

I can feel God's grace upholding me, much like braces uphold a crippled person's legs. I know if He removes His grace, I'll tumble backward into the shit. I don't think He'll do this, tho. He's my dad and He says He loves me.

I'm willing to trust Him on this one.

--Ken